i wish i could write

so i just re read running with scissors for the 4th time cuase all my david sedaris is on loan. after i read stuff like this it makes me wish i could write. i cant. i dont use punctuation other than the period and coma. and the coma is really rare at best. and this song im listening to sounds like it would be on the adventurs of pete and pete but really just the chorus. such a good show. the song waiting for october was really good. it wasnt the entry song that was called hey sandy also good but waiting for october ended just about every episode. i love that show i watch it a lot cuase i have season one on dvd i need season 2 but my computer wont play dvds at the moment. so every day i get a new word from urban dictionary.com and at first it seemed like a wonderful thing but the words are really quite stupid and i realized that i dont like the whole urban culture thing. i talk normally. i dont even use words like chillax. i think that next to grown-up chillax is my least favorite word ever. but really i dont dislike grown-up as a word i hate it as a concept. while i know that i will eventually get old i never want to grow up. mature. yeah sure ill do that but i dont want to be a grown up. but back to my point about urban dictionary. i think im gonna cancel those emails cuase i dont ever use the words i learn from them. i mean only have i used a word from an email but id been using it for a while before i got the email. the word was hard. but not as in the opposite of soft but more as in i hate the word chillax so hard. i hate it when people cant talk right. my friend kellee said she was going to deficate me. she meant defenestrate. i still make fun of her for it.